For venting out frustration

I am so pissed off! Feel like kicking against the wall and throwing things. Never feel so frustrated in my life. Next week I am having a bloodly test that is bloodly 40% and I am having troubles trying to study! This module sucks to the core. Make me damn angry while studying and the progress is so slow! And to add on this bloodly frustration, my bloodly bf is making me so so so pissed! He kept asking me to go out with him, and when I rejected, he sounded pissed! This had been going on for quite some time and I am trying to cool myself down. But this semester, I really need to do well badly! I know that he is leaving Singapore soon and I have only this semester to be with him, before god knows when he would come back! I am really getting lost and angry that I cried. I really don't know what to do. April is coming and this would be the most horrible mth. Too horrible that I really dread it from coming soon. Cause exams, projects, tests and he is also leaving Singapore.

DAMN! DAMN! DAMN!

PS: Why doesnt he EVER understand why I have to devote my time to studying? This is driving me crazy. I cant help it. I want to cry.